A Memory On This Beautiful Summer Day

Verse 1
All my life I've been sleeping down the flame
Wasting up my time and day
For some reason I'm digging down myself
Finding a way how to say

But I can't move my muscle
Just like before we met at the hallway on the 7th floor
Well I can't speak right now
Because of this estatic tounge that I have

Chorus
"Hey there, beautiful", I said.
She did not glance at me, my bad.
"I guess I'm off here. Off, I go!
I'm done here. Way to go!"
I said to myself when all I got's nothing left

Verse 2
Why should I need to go out of my shell and pursue you so strong?
Let me tell you that it took me time to create these fancy words
And I haven't got the strength to tell you

Yet I can't move my muscle
Just like before we met at the hallway on the 7th floor
And I can't speak right now
Because of this nervous tongue that I have

Bridge
I can ran out of words and just close my mouth
I can be overwhelmed
I'll start screaming and shout
Oh, this song can be such a waste of time
Without me asking you, "Will you be mine?"

Ending
"Hey there, beautiful", I finally said
She glances at me.
Thought wrongly, I have

Then you smiled the most perfect smile
And with your vivid face
You still wonder why
About everything that I just said

"Hey there, charming" She joked at me
She hovers her hand
And smiled a twee

Well, I hovered my hand to greet hers
I discovered that she's nervous
We nervously laughed
Comfortably smiled
Oh, this gravity!
A memory on this beautiful summer day

Homesick

Verse 1
Summer folds
The day is done
Rain will fall
The night has come
Beauty hides from us
Where is love?

Dawn of the tear
Crawls down on our faces
Desperate to hold
On the hope they've erased
I am the weak, the abandoned
And forgotten

Chorus
This is not goodbye
I'm a friend of the foe
But I'm leaving
I can't let it fall
Save my tears and my fears
My time will pass soon
All is fine

Verse 2
The world is unfair
Like the gravity we fall
But the beauty of living
With a hope that is known
Daydreaming of the skies in the night
Oh, is it real?

So make haste of your love
This is all temporary
Our paper and our pen
Is our weapon to the fiery
Let our voices crack
To a song that we know
Let our voices be heard

Bridge
I need a rest
I miss my home
I don't belong here

I feel like I'm homesick
I feel all my blood beats
I feel all the pain

Divergent

Verse 1
A generation of information
Helpless, dauntless, left behind
The age of smart phones and computers
And the internet's making us numb
We feel superior and inferior
We're the kings and queens of our time

Pre-Chorus
Wake up
This world is not enough

Chorus
We are young but we're not foolish
We are one and we've been reckless
We're the flame that keeps on burning tonight

There's a hope in our desperation
We found love and a full redemption
We're the kids that keep on burning tonight

Verse 2
What could possibly be our gain
When we lose our soul in the battle line
The future is us
We are an ocean
Where philosophies gain more trust
But we feel empty
A black hole city
Searching for something we can't find

Bridge
The spirit we have is not of fear
We're the future
The divergent seas
Let's play it out!

What's With "Hey, Sunrise EP"



I never expected that this would happen. I mean, an album? Crazy! Everyone's dreamed of one including me! And this project would never happen without my awesome friends who helped out through and through and the families who've been our backbones since day one. Up until now, my mind still can't process how incredible this is.

What's with the "Hey, Sunrise EP"? What's with these songs? What's with this album? Personally, I don't know. As an introduction, I've said in this blog that my life was not an open book for every one to read. It was hard for me to open and tell stories about myself or what I've been through or going through. Until now, it's tough. If I could just open up the words in my mouth. But I can't work that way. It's through these songs that I can tell anything I want to. So, "Hey, Sunrise EP" is basically a compilation and chosen set of songs that was written through tough times, easy times, happy times, hard times and struggling times. It's the songs of a teenager, a young adult, going through life's adventures. Facing crossroads and challenges. 

I really don't know what to say. But what's coming in the next part...it's gonna be an album, FOR SURE. To anyone who bought this CD, you can hear our crazy, awesome "drum kit" that was played on a "keyboard" and honestly it's really crazy, hard and fun at the same time! The next album will be full of songs and experience. Songs of life, of truth, of pain, of grace, of hope and hurt, of desperation and optimism or pessimism. Maybe songs that you can relate to or not. So, to make this project possible, we are encouraging everyone to pray, support, love or in any other way to make this project possible...drum kit, cymbals, studio, productions, finances and etc. I want to honestly tell you that we are struggling with technicalities and stuffs. But what we have is a hope that's been tested and proven throughout the years.

Friends, you can help. This is not for us or for fame, money or power. We do this because we all have lives to share. A journey to ride. A wave to endure. 

What can I say? "Hey, Sunrise EP" is an adventure. And so is the next album! I am hoping that we will venture into this together and this EP will be the start of our friendship.

Dear friends, continue to hope in life.

Hey, Sunrise EP album art

Scars Or Fall

Verse 1
Open my eyes to what I can't see
The wonders of Your love is all that's left of me

Spirit fill me so I won't fall
I'm tired of my vices
Can You take it all?

Chorus
I'm bound around to blow
I'm bound around to fall again
On the edge of my seat
Lord, pull me in
I can't fall again
You won't let me fall

Verse 2
I'm grounded as such that I can't fly
Or am I just attached to the world's supply?

Please tell me the meaning of living a life
Am I living it right or I just lie?

Bridge
Scars, scars
Take your toll
I'm not convinced that you'll be my fall

Fall, fall
Take your time
After you, I'm gonna rise and shine

Where Art Thou?

Verse 1
Watching the skies to turn to grey
All of the waters rolled back from the shore
Every piece of the cloud has lost its freedom
Singing freedom now

The ocean can't hear me out
They're passive and roar too loud
They judge you by the looks
And pretend they care for crooks like you and me

Chorus
Where art thou brotherly love?
I stumble and you're there to laugh
You're blind on my burden inside
Stop shrugging at me
I'm imperfect all my life

Verse 2
The ocean's as blind as the ink
They can't see but they speak
Like words of fire
It burns like fire

The World Is Just For A While

Verse 1
Watching the skies turn to gray
I start to wonder how it could be
The ocean lost its freedom
Singing freedom now

Life is simple but it's not easy
It gets tougher everytime
You break down a wall
Another rises up

Chorus
Follow the drum beat
Follow the sound
Hear your voice living out loud
They can't lock you up this time

Look to the skies
Open your eyes
The things in the world won't fill us
The world is just for a while

Verse 2
Boys and girls, c'mon listen closely
We're in the fight of our time
But is it worth living
What we're living for?

Remember the words of our progenitors
Dive in truth, in faith, in love
Our life is a story
Make it worth reading for

Bridge
I won't give up, give up, give up now
I won't go back, go back, go back down
I won't live like, live like, live like dark
Shout it, shout it, shout it out

The Big Bang Of Grace

Verse
Listen to what I say
Cause most of them are the facts i'm hiding
The truth you're throwing at my face
Making music out of the pain

Can you hear all the strings that sound?
The cymbals and heads, they fight all day
I guess we're all the same
Making something out of the pain

Chorus
We both collide
While I breathe
You're not moving

We both collide
While I stay
You are going

Oh, where is our place?
Will the world turn down our face?
Oh, the collision
The big bang of grace

Struggle, Oh, Struggle

Verse 1
Everyone has a fight within ourselves
Everyone has a lie we tell ourselves

We wait for the breaking dawn
But we think it's not coming
So pessimism is our pride
The hope we just deny

I can tell you that I'm really far
I'm reaching out but the wind took me far

I need help from the immediate
My soul's calling for rest
Untie me, oh love, please
I'm trying to fight these

Chorus
Struggles
I'll fight you head to head
I'll strive so won't lose myself
Make it rain
Make it storm
I'm battling you with the hope I own
Struggle, oh, struggle

Verse 2
I can now taste and see
The place where I'm supposed to be
Imagine the glassy sea
The beauty of infinity

While the struggle on the other side
The pain I can't deny
I'll wait for that day
While we resist it everyday

Bridge
Forgive me if I fail You like
Everyday of my life
Cover me with Your
Grace I'm hoping for

Ending
I'll struggle
I'll struggle

Overflow Me

Verse 1
I am reckless
I am broken
I feel I'm not the same

I feel so dry like
The tide has ran away
I'm not the same

The current flows
As the body goes away
The world turned me away

But you tell about hope
We can be the same

Chorus
Come and define me
Beautify me now
Let me live again

Overflow me
So the world can't take me down
Let me live again
Together You and I once again

Verse 2
I find it hard to
Say the words but I do really want to say

How can this love be?
Maybe that's why they call it grace, grace

Bridge
Be the song
Be the sound
Be the beat of my heart

Be my world
Be my light
In the depths

And in my life

Nothing Can Stop Us

Verse 1
We now move
From the outskirts of this grunge
And never going back
Never going back to that part

We are new
Created out of love
Forgeting all the chronicles

Pre-chorus
So now we make some noise
For the world to hear that

Chorus
Nothing's gonna stop us today
Nothing's gonna stop us now
Nothing's gonna stop us
Nothing's gonna stop us

Verse 2
Loud, love and life
A generation will rise
Moving out from the depths

With a wondrous sound of love
You can never shut us down
We are not of this world

Bridge
Okay, here we go now
We're here to live
Here to give
And we're bringing up this sound
So everyone can hear
That no one can ever stop us
No weapon
Living or dead
Can overcome
We're eternity ahead

Morning Tide

Verse 1
Can You take away my insecurities?
Can You take away all my fears?
I'm tired of pulling
Tired of strings
But I'm okay
I'm okay

Why am I afraid?
And why do I feel hurt?
The world troubles me with hate
It covers it cold
I'm tired of proving
Tired of flings
But I'm awake
I'm awake

Yesterday is now a history
Let's find a way out of this misery

Chorus
I can feel the sun piercing through my skin, yeah
I can feel the wind taking away my fears, yeah
All I have is You, Love
All I want is Your heart
I'll wait for the sunset to calm the ocean
Like the morning tide

Verse 2
There's a new kind of morning
That shines beyond the shores
I feel the hope like I feel the wind
Fill my empty lungs
I'm tired of running
Tired of fighting
So I'll stand still
Let me feel

Cause' I found a new hope beyond the clouds and I'll
wait for the day when the sunrise comes

Bridge
I found grace even I had doubts
We're here now close to a morning
Let the sunrise come

Look The Other Way

Verse 1
I fell in love with a girl who always knew
How I feel and how I try to be someone new
My desperation for tomorrow
Is against the wind

I feel I'm far off the shores
Listening to how restless the ocean is
And how my heart caves in
If I can't keep up to fight the love
We've been trying to redeem
What's lost and what's found

Chorus
All around me I see so much pain
There's so much hurting and sorrow and shame
The injustice of shallow men
How can we look the other way

There's a child somewhere with a broken hope
Dirty politics going back and forth
The shattered peace of men
How can we look the other way

Verse 2
I fell in love with the words that I always knew
That love is the justice's heart to men
Believe it to be true
My desperation for tomorrow
Is against the tides

Who am I when the music starts to end?
Am I a living proof of hope
In pieces packed in red
I'll gladly give the words of strength
But let me find mine first
In the heart, in the soul

Bridge
I see that we're back to the basics
Where humanity's a static
The world is not ours and it will never be
So, why linger here when there's a place we're meant to be

Hypocrites

Verse 1
The ocean stands for nothing
And well, we keep on running
That's how we roll
That's how we call

We barely believe on fighting
When it's love, we're just bluffing
That's how we fake
What does it take?

Pre-chorus
We don't need an excuse
We've got nothing to lose
I suggest we stop faking, faking, faking it all

Chorus
We are the hypocrites
Crawling in the Church's nest
I suggest we stop faking this

We are bound to blow
Let's rise above the fall
I suggest we stop faking this

Stop faking it
Stop faking it

Verse 2
The world keeps on turning
While we stand and do nothing
We close our eyes
Dreams start to fly

We say that we care for the weak
But when the needy comes
We bail and we rebel
We're lesser than the infidels

How Can I

Verse 1
Took my breath
Took my last
As I look into time

Took my shoe
Took me forever to
Remember my life

I have wasted my every try
Just to put a zeal on my selfish life

Chorus
How can I care for the fatherless
How can I feed these hungry kids
How can I stop the widow's cry
When all I think of is myself

Verse 2
I'm a hypocrite
Coated in plastic white
When I say I'm just a kid

I know to myself
That my life is not everything
There's more to life than having everything you ever wanted

Bridge
I always say that love is above everything
But why am I stuck with words and do nothing
If I really care
Then I should find myself more clear

Hey, Sunrise

Verse 1
I'm not afraid
I'm not a fool
I'm born to rise
Above the fall

I can feel the wind
I can see the sun
I can hope and rise
To live again like the morning tide
Hope is rising

Chorus
Hey, sunrise
Waiting for my sunrise
Open, waiting for the ocean wide
Been waiting for it all my life

The clouds see the best of it
Wake up and start believing
The waves are calling
The sun is coming
Been waiting for this all my life

Verse 2
Can you feel the wind?
Can you see the sun?
Can you hope and rise 
And live again like the morning tide?
Hope is coming

Bridge
Hope is rising
Hope is coming
We are rising
We are rising

Famine And Green

verse 1
Life is a series of famine and green
The highs and lows of our living
The grass grows fowl
The wind is frowning
The world keeps on turning

Life is a picture of famine and green
The evening skies
The new morning
The grace, the pain and all the hoping
It makes us feel cold

Chorus
I'm living and I'm breathing
Still surfing and running
In this famine and green

Downside at the ocean
I'm coming out in the open
In this famine and green
Famine and green

verse 2
Life is a sequel of famine and green
The royals are full
The poor are starving
Our injustice, our benevolance
All our hatred, all our inheritance
Muscling our eyes open wide

bridge
Life is a decade of famine and green
This world is not ours
T'was never been
Our place is a city of gold
Where there's no pain, tear, sorrow or cold
I'm watching on Your eyes
Keeping my heart alive

Bigger Than You Dream

Verse 1
Why do we settle for scores
And why do we forget to tie our soles
Just when the moment when we're hurt
We find out that it is ourselves
Staying low, afraid to get hurt

Did you know you're meant to be great
You're just sleeping at all, it's time to wake
It's not about being the highest paid
There's more to life than what we make
Show the world, it's not too late

Chorus
Dream big
Bigger than you dream
Over our little belief in ourselves

Cause you're meant to be greater
Than what you think you can be
You're alive and you're living
Start moving out what you dream
Dream big

verse 2
How can I look to my Father's eyes
There's so much failure that I try to hide
I know that I can't take back time
Whatever I do does not define
The world to myself, for you and I

Bridge
We were given a choice
But what choice will we choose
When the world's voice we follow around
There's nothing much meaning in the crowd
Let's rise above the ocean and the clouds